How long and how often can you ask WHY ? As we get closer to June 19th ( 1 year ) my nerves get tighter. At this point in time, trying to accept what happened gets more difficult and not easier. NO, it can't be true, it did not happen and not to us and after a good night's sleep I'll wake up and everything will be back to normal. Who am I kidding .... me, me, me, pleeeeeeease ! It's not going to work, is it ? On June 19, 2010 the lights were turned off, darkness came - no matter how light it gets ! A sharp picture suddenly dulled and I do not know how to re-focus. If I want the Earth to be flat, can I believe that ?? If I do not want "it" to be true, can I believe that too ? Hey Julia, I hope you miss me too !