Two hours of tear time and I am glad I went. I am exhausted and tired now but really glad that I attended. A couple who called it quits after 3 meetings because they thought they were handling things well, came back now. Seems Christmas and New Years was tougher on them than expected. There are 12 of us now, if all attend, and with that the group is officially closed, i.e. we will not have any new members anymore and a new, new group will be formed. This is good because we now know our tragedies already and the additional burden of hearing a new fate is gone. We can concentrate on learning to handle the pain. We all miss our children dearly and have barely begun to try to accept that they will never be back.