C:\\World\Crap\Kristina.exe (opaloctober) wrote in lost_loved_ones,
C:\\World\Crap\Kristina.exe
opaloctober
lost_loved_ones



I'm obsessed with the life and death of this one person who passed 14 years ago at my age..., I'm having night terrors and can't stay anywhere by myself anymore :( No sleep, plus the stress of hiring a lawyer and going to court, etc...doesn't help. I think about her life and death 24/7, watching old 1995 news coverage of her murder, trial, life, and funeral...I cant sleep because i'm too scared, I cant be alone because i'm too scared. This is so irrational. All of this on top of committing a minor crime and having to hire a lawyer and go to court, etc...paying all of this money because of getting caught making a bad decision....I feel like i'm comming apart. I don't know what to do I feel like i'm going crazy.
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