C:\\World\Crap\Kristina.exe (opaloctober) wrote in lost_loved_ones,

I'm obsessed with the life and death of this one person who passed 14 years ago at my age..., I'm having night terrors and can't stay anywhere by myself anymore :( No sleep, plus the stress of hiring a lawyer and going to court, etc...doesn't help. I think about her life and death 24/7, watching old 1995 news coverage of her murder, trial, life, and funeral...I cant sleep because i'm too scared, I cant be alone because i'm too scared. This is so irrational. All of this on top of committing a minor crime and having to hire a lawyer and go to court, etc...paying all of this money because of getting caught making a bad decision....I feel like i'm comming apart. I don't know what to do I feel like i'm going crazy.
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